| Calling. |
[01 Apr 2008|04:53pm] |
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Calling You - Blue October |
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So there's this boy.
And he's really stellar.
Sometimes I can't breathe when he's holding me, [partly because he's squeezing me and partly because he amazes me like that.]
I'm really scared that he might not be real and that this is actually some elaborate dream.
He's really kind.
And caring.
And honest.
And amazing in general.
He makes me really happy,
Happier than I've been in a long time.
I'd like to think 3 years long time.
Sometimes I wonder about my motives.
Sometimes I remember my pain and rejection.
And I get really scared.
But then he smiles at me,
or makes me laugh,
or just talks to me,
and I'm okay.
Every thing's okay when I'm with him.
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